Sense of Crisis
Song Ting Yu said: “How do you want me to say with you? This several years, you all had got a lot of benefits from Song family. Su Ran, don’t be too greedy.”
He slightly smiled, his eyes showed a clear mockery, his long finger stroked her face with frivolous attitude: “Also, for which reason do you dare to ask me? Who do you think you are that I will lend you the money?”
Su Ran’s face was very pale, his words were like thin and long needled pricked at her hear.
It was not especially hurt, yet it can let her could not take a breath.
Su Ran lowered her head, bit her lips, for along time, she raised her head again: “I’m sorry, I am overestimated my self.”
Although she was trying her best to be calm and strong, but her eyes became red.
Moreover, her voice sounded scattered and smashed.
Song Ting Yu stayed silent. He opened his mouth, he wanted to say something, but at last he didn’t say anything, because Su Ran already raised up from the bed and left the room.
Song Ting Yu looked at her thin and tall back view, suddenly felt jittery. He used her finger to twirl and light off the cigarette, and threw it to the ground.
His phone rang at this moment.
He took it and looked at it, it was Zhi Rui that always be mentioned by Chen Jing today.
He answered: “Why have you rise up this early?”
Now it was around six to seven o’clock in the morning in America.
“I miss you…” Bai Zhi Rui said in hoarse voice, with a little bit a spoiled attitude, and practically brought a bit enticement: “Don’t know why, but this recent time I always wake up around six to seven in the morning. Maybe it’s because you are not here so I cannot sleep peacefully…”
At first, Bai Zhi Rui thought her words will made Song Ting Yu comforted her, but after her long wait, Song Ting Yu was still silent on the other side.
“Ting Yu, are you there?”
Song Ting Yu used his long finger to massage her forehead: “Yes.” He had some doubts, being in the phone with Bai Zhi Rui, he unexpectedly be absent-minded, he kept thinking about Su Ran’s appearance when she was leaving the room.
He was not in good condition, Bai Zhi Rui could sense it: “Ting Yu, what happened?”
“I’m okay.” Again Song Ting Yu replied her in short and concise sentences.
Still saying it’s okay, it was clearly his heart was not in her call….
Although Bai Zhi Rui was unsatisfied about it, but she always a smart girl, so she would not negligently express her mood. Moreover, she really understanding about dealing in certain conditions, knew what should she do in certain situation, what to say.
“What did you say before?” Finally Song Ting Yu asked her.
“I want to ask you, when are you coming back? I want you back here to accompany me, haven’t finish dealing with your family problem?”
“I may not coming back in this time being…”
“Why? Is the test-tube baby process failing?” Bai Zhi Rui was somewhat anxious. No matter what, Su Ran was also Song Ting Yu’s legal wife. Although he didn’t have any feeling toward her, even he hated her, but if they connected day by day, the feeling may grow.
She felt a sense of crisis.
Before for prevent her from her wild imagination, so Song Ting Yu didn’t tell her that the test-tube baby problem was discovered by Song Family members, but now since she asked, he felt there was no need to hide it anymore. After all, she will know this sooner or later.
“Our family member knew about this…”
Song Ting Yu hadn’t finished his sentence, Bai Zhi Rui intensely respond and cut his sentence: “So you touch Su Ran, right? You slept with her?”
Song Ting Yu really dislike someone interrogated him, including Bai Zhi Rui’s action just now.
“Right.” Song Ting Yu smoothly admitted, he didn’t deny it…
“How can you be like this to me? How can you touch her? How can you do something to let down of me?” Bai Zhi Rui cried.
“Song Wei Xi is also my child, he is sick right now. I’m not able to not save him” Although, Song Ting Yu felt annoyed, but still patiently said this word.
“Then it should you do it this way? There’s no other way?” Bai Zhi Rui’s voice was still emotional as before. She already sacrificed and invested a lot of things in her relationship with Song Ting Yu, her most fearful thing was Song Ting Yu will leave her.
Hearing this reality, she really didn’t able to control and calm herself.”
“Su Ran needs to give birth to the second child, the child can help Song Wei Xi. Moreover, the best way to let her pregnant was this. Undergo the process of production of test-tube baby was too long, Wei Xi can’t wait anymore…”
“Song Ting Yu, I don’t want…”
From the start, Song Ting Yu’s heart was jittered, and this moment hearing Bai Zhi Rui’s cries, he really couldn’t help but felt more gloomy. Thus, with his cold voice: “I think you need time to calm down, wait until you are calm down, then we will talk again.”
He finished his word, didn’t wait for her reply, he hung up the phone.
Bai Zhi Rui immediately start to call him again, but it was rejected. His phone continually rang, so he simply turned it off, then he laid down on the bed, and closed his eyes.
Yet it looked like his annoyance didn’t go away.
Su Ran went to the garden to stroll around. She thought that she understand, Song Ting Yu’s word even it was hurtful, yet it was the true.
Who do you think she was for him?
For which reason should he lend her some money?
This few days, the relation between them was not really like before that they sharply opposed each other so she was indeed somewhat puzzled about it.
But now she understood, actually in Song Ting Yu’s heart, she still that Su Ran, and will never change.
She sat down a while in the garden then went back. She stood in front of the bedroom’s door and heard Song Ting Yu’s call with Bai Zhi Rui.
She didn’t want to stay in the room and listened to their conversation, so she turned her body to go away.
She went to Song Wei Xi’s room, and stayed there for a night.
The next day morning, Su Ran was in purpose stayed a long time in Song Wei Xi’s room and she went back. At first, she thought Song Ting Yu was gone already to office. But out of her expectation when she opened the door, he still inside the room.
She was startled for a while.
Song Ting Yu raised his brow: “It seems that you don’t like to see me.”
“No.” Su Ran pursed her lip, and entered the room.
She passed by his front, and didn’t stop, she even glanced at him.
Song Ting Yu couldn’t tolerate how she ignored him, so he extended his hand to grip her wrist. She respond intensely, swiftly moved away his hand.
Song Ting Yu’s face became more gloomy: “Su Ran, what are you doing?”
Su Ran herself didn’t know why she was responded that emotionally, it was only because his word last night had reminded her, even though they were able to peacefully interact for a few days, but all along they never walk in parallel lines.